invisible bridges

all the people that I love

 and all the people who I have a harder time loving

their names somehow find a way into this book

during the day; Jesus and I take a look

we pray for those who are celebrating

and for those who are simply just waiting

maybe waiting to find their calling

or maybe just waiting on a call

after it all 

I normally end up balling

I cry because I love them

I wouldn't be who I am without them

I believe that these prayers do not just bounce off my poorly insulated walls

but shine like beacons even when my faith becomes small

prayers? more like invisible bridges

connecting us to The One full of forgiveness

Every single day I

want to become more

like you God.

-Teach me things.

-Teach me how.

-reveal, through these people

who you have put in my life.

Help me run from jealousy 

and toward

-JESUS CHRIST-

{love

joy

peace

patience

kindness

goodness

faithfullness

gentleness

self-control}

Every Single Day

take a little time to look back 

-a father that listens to my prayers-

 -the ability to write them down to help me remember how faithful he is-

- payton-

 -the excitement of visiting home this weekend- 

-RAIN- 

-and what rain reminds me of-

-laughter-

-being able to entertain myself in the middle of the night because my sleep schedule is forever messed up-

-my prayer journal-

(Have you ever tried to write a poem? Lol please try it!!! Honestly I had so much fun being a little poet tonight. Pretty therapeutic if you ask me.)