There are so many things in this life that I cannot wrap my head around, and sometimes I sit down to blog, and I literally can't get my thoughts down. I just want to talk about so many things, and I spend most of my day wishing I could get through the things that I have to do so I can search my Bible for some more answers. It is hard for me to accept that I will not ever have all the answers. BUT I love that I do not have to worry about having all the right answers, and I don't have to know everything! I know I can't be the only one, who is so excited to learn more about this God, it is hard to get through math, science, history, the tasks of everyday because you are not "motivated" to learn about those things. But I know that I am not placed in my school everyday for no reason. And let me tell you, God is doing good things in my school! But the problem that I see everyday in myself is that I become weary, I think that it is too much work to be an example some days, and I am allowed to sit back and let God work through someone else. My pride steps up, and I sit down. Sometimes school feels like a weird zone, where I forget my purpose, as silly as that sounds.
God is telling me, do not become weary, do not let this moment slip by, you will reap what you sow!
I have to put more work in! He will supply the energy I need, He will provide the words, I just have to be obedient to Him! I want to sow to please the Spirit! I do not want to give up. My prayer is that I will continue to grow in the Lord, day by day, it is so easy to slip away, and to "forget" what are you are doing, it is almost like you turn your life on auto sometimes. You seriously go through the motions and you get to the end of the day, wondering why you are weary and tired. Often for me it is because I have not plugged into the life source!
Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. So I will fix my eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. (2 Corinthians 4:16 and 18)
Day by day. It is a decision, that I have to make, and it is a decision, day by day that YOU have to make. To choose Him, to choose what is going to last forever, to choose a life that glorifies Him.
This is Mack, and this is the perfect example of giving (blood) with a cheerful heart.
I Want to Give.
and I want to give with a cheerful heart.
My time.
My heart.
God, You know I'm not perfect. I bring ALL that I am to you. Use my gifts, my passions, and my heart, to glorify YOU!!!
Amazed and Overcome
-Deeper
-Talking to my dad
-Sibling texts
-Cassidy
-Seeing Kyle
-Julies cute smile
-Community Groups
-Passion
-Bus rides
-Friendship
-Missy Wright
-Taylor Fabacher
-Ethans snaps
-Sleepovers
-Prayer
-"Speak Lord your servant is listening"
-A deeper form of worship
-Hearing Gods voice
-Dad taking me to dinner
-Laughter in class
-Cute little Emily
-Excitement about the future
-Adelines Fab B-Day
-Kennesaw
-Grace Midtown
-Sarah
-Oliver
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