Peace

Satan tells me that I am not qualified when Jesus tells me that HE is qualified and he works through me! I have been hearing that I should sit back and let someone else lead for a change, when I know Christ is calling me to lead. I have been slacking in so many aspects of my life, when Christ tells me to do the best I can, in his name. 

What is so amazing to me is that even when I have these difficult times in life, Christ literally opens up and tells me that I'm still his, he has been with me! He is taking care of me! I feel so safe, and secure, Satan tells me that it is "too late", but God is telling me that I am on his time. 

God has been showing me that it is soooooo okay for me to simply ask for help! Seems simple? Seems easy, right? For some, oh goodness yes! But for others pride (an issue that I was sure I didn't battle, ironic right?) steps in and says that "I'm too good to ask for help, or I'm beyond that. Don't worry Margaret, give it some time, you can fix this on your own!" When all I have to do is ask God to help me. Ask him to give me peace!

I am experiencing Gods peace in such beautiful ways, whether it be a song at 2 in the morning, an encouragement from a friend, a friendship being rebuilt, or people's hearts being opened. God is showing me his power and his presence in everything I do. I want more, I really mean that! I want more of you God. I want to live this lifestyle of love! I want to walk in Gods love, and I want him to show me what that looks like. 

I know God is calling me to be more bold in every situation he has placed me! And I know he will equip me. 

Nothing can separate me from my God, nothing can separate me from his love.  (Romans 8:39) How refreshing is that? I just want to rest in that!

I find myself complaining about being tired ALL. THE. TIME. And I hate it. It's like I say it, and then I realize how much I hate saying those words! I feel like it is a filler to me, if I don't have anything to say, I say "wow I'm tired."

       - but what if I am really tired? And I just need to rest in Gods love, and be renewed? I think that is totally okay! You can be tired, because when you go back for more and more of God he will continue to give you strength!

I've tasted and seen of the sweetest of loves, no thing can compare. You're our living hope.

Your presence God. 

I want to be more aware of God presence! I want to feel him all around me and working through me at all times. 

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It's all about consciously saying Lord this is all for you! Everyday! I want to become more and more aware of your presence. Lord make me aware. I might of already shared this song with you guys, but I love it so much and it have been very important to me over the past few weeks!